{"id":13585,"date":"2021-12-09T06:51:09","date_gmt":"2021-12-09T06:51:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/uncategorized\/szechenyi-palne\/"},"modified":"2026-05-10T09:00:39","modified_gmt":"2026-05-10T09:00:39","slug":"szechenyi-palne","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/en\/csalad-en\/szechenyi-palne\/","title":{"rendered":"Countess P\u00e1l Sz\u00e9ch\u00e9nyi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u2013 \u2013 \u2013 \u2013 \u2013 ich f\u00fchle, da\u00df ich ganz nahe zu meinem Ende bin. Ungl\u00fccklich genug dich<a href=\"#_edn1\">[a]<\/a> nicht mehr gesehen zu haben, will ich mit diesen Zeilen die Abbitte tun.<a href=\"#_edn2\">[b]<\/a> \u2014 Vergebe dem Unw\u00fcrdigen, der dein Leben dir gestohlen, und wie eine b\u00f6se Erscheinung dein bestes Gl\u00fcck auf Erden zerst\u00f6rte. \u2013 Seit dem letzten Tag als ich in Wien dich gesehen habe, seit dem letzten gl\u00fccklichen, habe ich keine frohe Stunde mehr verlebt. \u2013 Ich ahndete da\u00df ich nie mehr dich sehen, deine Hand mit meinen Thr\u00e4nen nie wieder benetzen werde. \u2013 Jeder Tag war ein Jahr, n\u00e4her zu meinem Grabe \u2014 Ich habe mehr ausgestanden, als ich f\u00fcr m\u00f6glich hielt. \u2013 Nun ist aber alles f\u00fcr mich verlohren und zu Ende. Nichts h\u00e4llt in dem Leben mich mehr \u2013 als du, die ich nimmermehr sehen soll! \u2013 Und das Andenken einiger Gl\u00fccklichen Augenblicke \u2013 die ich damals gelebt \u2013 wie du mir noch gut sein konntest \u2014 Verlebe frohe Tage und ruhige \u2014 und verge\u00dfe mich \u2013 und meinen Namen, damit mein Andenken \u2013 dein Gl\u00fcck nicht zerst\u00f6re \u2013 so wie ich selbst \u2013 dein bestes Leben dir gestohlen \u2013 Fluche meiner Asche nicht \u2013 Um Gottes Willen \u2013 \u201edie\u00df ist meine letzte Bitte! \u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">Scio \u2014 30 Novemb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref1\">[a]<\/a> Caroline Meade (1794\u20131820), P\u00e1l Sz\u00e9ch\u00e9nyi&#8217;s first wife.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref2\">[b]<\/a> Sz\u00e9chenyi fell in love with his sister-in-law in the summer of 1814, and the Karolina experience stayed with him throughout his life. For more: Oplatka 2005. 54\u201369. \u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Recommended reference:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Istv\u00e1n Sz\u00e9chenyi to Countess P\u00e1l Sz\u00e9ch\u00e9nyi, Scio, 30 November 1818. Edited and annotated by Szilvia Czinege. Published in Correspondence of Istv\u00e1n Sz\u00e9chenyi. Digital edition. Edited by Szilvia Czinege and Zolt\u00e1n F\u00f3nagy. https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/ Abbreviation for further references: SzIL-Digit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>He feels that the end is near, and he is unhappy because he will never see her again. 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