{"id":13931,"date":"2021-12-15T05:40:17","date_gmt":"2021-12-15T05:40:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/uncategorized\/eszterhazy-vince\/"},"modified":"2026-06-04T08:18:39","modified_gmt":"2026-06-04T08:18:39","slug":"eszterhazy-vince","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/en\/ifjusag-en\/eszterhazy-vince\/","title":{"rendered":"Vince Esterh\u00e1zy"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ich w\u00fcrde viel lieber meine eigne Verurtheilung schreiben, wenn es mein Leben kosten m\u00fc\u00dfte \u2013 als das Wenige was ich Dir<a href=\"#_edn1\">[a]<\/a> mittheilen mu\u00df \u2013 Ich gehe morgen zum R\u2013<a href=\"#_ftn1\">[1]<\/a> und werde Dich vor dem Winter nicht sehen \u2013 ich h\u00e4tte gerne mit Dir gesprochen \u2013 schreiben kann ich so manches nicht. \u2014 denn selbst der Gedanke an den, was ich sagen sollte \u2013<a href=\"#_ftn2\">[2]<\/a> erf\u00fcllt mich mit tiefem Schmerz: \u2014 ich will\u2019s kurz machen \u2013 um mich selbst nicht zu qu\u00e4len \u2014 Alles das was ich<a href=\"#_ftn3\">[3]<\/a> seit 3 Jahren hoffte ist mir auf immer auf die <em>entsetzlichste Art<\/em><a href=\"#_ftn4\">[4]<\/a> entschwunden \u2014 Ich hab\u2019 den Glauben an die Menschheit verlohren. Sag\u2018 an dem<a href=\"#_ftn5\">[5]<\/a> Raz<a href=\"#_edn2\">[b]<\/a> \u2013 nichts mehr<sup>5<\/sup> von dem was du zu sagen gedachtest \u2013 Er Ch<a href=\"#_ftn6\">[6]<\/a> \u2013<a href=\"#_edn3\">[c]<\/a> die Gr.<a href=\"#_ftn7\">[7]<\/a><sup>,5<\/sup> kurz alle Angeh\u00f6rigen der L<a href=\"#_ftn8\">[8]<\/a>\u2013 S. M<a href=\"#_edn4\">[d]<\/a> \u2013 halten mich f\u00fcr ein Scheusal \u2014 Sie k\u00f6nnen mir nie gut werden \u2013 und sie scheinen durch mein Ungl\u00fcck \u2013 zufriedner und gl\u00fccklicher geworden zu seyn \u2013 Ich denke, da\u00df meine Namen hinl\u00e4nglich ist \u2013 oder das Andenken an mich \u2013 um sie zu betr\u00fcben. \u2014 Wei\u00df Gott \u2013<sup>3<\/sup> so viel h\u00e4rte<sup>5<\/sup> verdiente ich nicht \u2013 \u2013 Indessen ist Alles vor\u00fcber, Alle Hoffnungen zerronnen \u2013 Mein Gem\u00fcth bleibt tief verwundet und unver\u00e4nderlich \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref1\">[1]<\/a> Regiment<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref2\">[2]<\/a> From here on, it is written with a pencil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref3\">[3]<\/a> One word deleted by Sz\u00e9chenyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref4\">[4]<\/a> Sz\u00e9chenyi\u2019s underlining with straight line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref5\">[5]<\/a> Interlining afterwards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref6\">[6]<\/a> Christiane<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref7\">[7]<\/a> Gr\u00e4fin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref8\">[8]<\/a> Lady<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref1\">[a]<\/a> Count Vince Esterh\u00e1zy (1781\u20131835), Hussar lieutenant colonel, later general, friend and cousin of Sz\u00e9chenyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref2\">[b]<\/a> Prince Andrey Kirillovich Razumovsky (1752\u20131836), Russian tsarist envoy, lived in Vienna from 1792 and represented the Russian tsar, playing a mediating role at the Congress of Vienna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref3\">[c]<\/a> Countess Christiane von Thun, wife of Prince Karl Lichnowsky (1765\u20131841), mother of Edu\u00e1rd Lichnowsky, aunt of Caroline\/Karolina and Selina Meade.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref4\">[d]<\/a> Selina Meade (1797\u20131872), she married Count Karl Clam-Martinic in 1821.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Recommended reference:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Istv\u00e1n Sz\u00e9chenyi to Vince Esterh\u00e1zy, s. l. at the beginning of July 1820. Edited and annotated by Szilvia Czinege. Published in Correspondence of Istv\u00e1n Sz\u00e9chenyi. Digital edition. Edited by Szilvia Czinege and Zolt\u00e1n F\u00f3nagy. https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/ Abbreviation for further references: SzIL-Digit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The next day he returns to his army, but he would like to talk to her first, because they will not see each other again before winter. It will be short to stop tormenting himself. Everything he hoped for 3 years ago is gone forever, he has lost faith in humanity. 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