{"id":14538,"date":"2021-12-27T20:11:50","date_gmt":"2021-12-27T20:11:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/uncategorized\/liechtenstein-janosne-6\/"},"modified":"2026-06-20T08:18:09","modified_gmt":"2026-06-20T08:18:09","slug":"liechtenstein-janosne-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/en\/youth\/liechtenstein-janosne-6\/","title":{"rendered":"Princess J\u00e1nos Liechtenstein n\u00e9e Sophie F\u00fcrstenberg"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ich erwartete den Tod meiner Mutter<a href=\"#_ftn1\">[1]<\/a>;<a href=\"#_edn1\">[a]<\/a> um meinem Leben dann auch ein Ende zu machen \u2013 Sie w\u00e4re die Einzige gewesen, die meinen Entschlu\u00df bitterer, als den Todt gef\u00fchlt w\u00fcrde haben \u2013 Alle meine andern Angeh\u00f6rigen und Freunde, werden die wenigen Stunden von Gram und Schmerz, den ich ihnen verursachen werde, <em>und mir vergeben<\/em><a href=\"#_ftn2\">[2]<\/a> vergessen. Wenn ich also schade, so ist es mir allein \u2013 und ich will in diesem harten Augenblick, zwischen diesem Leben und der Ewigkeit, mein ungl\u00fcckliches gebrochenes Herz mit dem Gedanken und der Hoffnung st\u00e4rken, da\u00df Sie in das andre Leben, was der Gerechte Gott \u2013 \u2013 \u2013 , mir keinen Groll, keine Unvergeben Schuld nachtragen,<a href=\"#_ftn3\">[3]<\/a> Ihr Gem\u00fct dem Mitleide der Barmherzigkeit nicht verschlie\u00dfen werden \u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In wenigen Stunden bin ich nicht mehr \u2013 und sehe in mein vergangenes Leben mit Ruhe zuruck \u2013 O es ist keine Zeit zur Verstellung, zum Selbstbetrug, zu Illusionen mehr \u00fcbrig. Ich durchblicke meiner Seele Innerstes \u2014 Offen und aufgedeckt liegen die geheimsten, unausgesprochensten Hoffnungen, meines Herzens \u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Es war die reinste aufrichtigste Liebe zu H<a href=\"#_edn2\">[b]<\/a> die mein ganzes Wesen beseelte \u2013 ohne dieser Liebe ist mein Daseyn peinlicher, als alles was im Schattenreich auf mich harren mag, oder meine Einbildung mir in diesen Augenblicken vormalt \u2013 , O ich war im Leben nicht gl\u00fccklich \u2013 und es fa\u00dfte<em> und<\/em><sup>2<\/sup> es verstand kein menschliches Wesen, mein alzu liebendes \u2013 \u2013 Herz \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Leben Sie<a href=\"#_edn3\">[c]<\/a> wohl, Sie \u2013 und Ihre mir so theuere H. Weinen Sie eine reine Thr\u00e4ne, ungetr\u00fcbt von Stolz und menschlicher Leidenschaft, \u00fcber mein jammervolles Ende \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref1\">[1]<\/a> Two words deleted by Sz\u00e9chenyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref2\">[2]<\/a> Interlining afterwards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref3\">[3]<\/a> One word deleted by Sz\u00e9chenyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref1\">[a]<\/a> His mother died on 20 January 1824.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref2\">[b]<\/a> Princess Henriett of Liechtenstein (1806\u20131886) later became the wife of Count J\u00f3zsef Hunyady (1801\u20131869). For more on Sz\u00e9chenyi\u2019s love for Henriett of Liechtenstein: SzIN 2. XLI\u2013LXI.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"#_ednref3\">[c]<\/a> The addressee of his letter was Countess Sophie Josephine F\u00fcrstenberg (1776\u20131848), wife of Prince J\u00e1nos Liechtenstein.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Recommended reference:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Istv\u00e1n Sz\u00e9chenyi to Princess J\u00e1nos Liechtenstein, Vienna, 3 January 1824. Edited and annotated by Szilvia Czinege. Published in Correspondence of Istv\u00e1n Sz\u00e9chenyi. Digital edition. Edited by Szilvia Czinege and Zolt\u00e1n F\u00f3nagy. https:\/\/szechenyilevelezes.abtk.hu\/ Abbreviation for further references: SzIL-Digit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>He is waiting for his mother&#8217;s death so he can end his own life, too. Everyone but his mother would have forgiven the few hours of grief he would have caused. In a few hours he will be gone, looking back on his life with peace of mind. His love for Henriett kept him alive. 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